memories consume
like opening the wound
i´m picking me apart again
you all assume
i´m safe here in my room
unless i try to start again
[chorus]
i don´t want to be the one
the battles always choose
cuz inside i realize
that i´m the one confused
i don´t know what´s worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
i don´t know why i instigate
and say what i don´t mean
i don´t know how i got this way
i know it´s not alright
so i´m breaking the habit
i´m breaking the habit tonight
clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more
than anytime before
i had no options left again
[chorus]
i dont want to be the one
who battles always choose
cuz inside i realize
that i´m the one confused
i don´t know what´s worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
i don´t know why i instigate
and say what i don´t mean
i don´t know how i got this way
i´ll never be alright
so, i´m breaking the habit
i´m breaking the habit tonight
i´ll paint it on the walls
cuz i´m the one at fault
i´ll never fight again
and this is how it ends
[chorus]
i don´t know what´s worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
but now i have some clarity
to show you what i mean
i don´t know how i got this way
i´ll never be alright
so, i´m breaking the habit
i´m breaking the habit
i�m breaking the habit tonight